Okay, so I think my life is messed up, no wait, my life is messed up. Here are a few reasons why I feel so. So let me just pour it out to you guys because I know you care.
Reason No.1 I Suck at everything.
I call them my best friend and but I don’t even make it into their friend's list. I cannot work on a relationship well because I will end up not talking because, in my own little mind, it’s telling me to avoid so and so because they might have a chance to break my heart.
Reason No. 2 - I Overreact a lot.
She zoomed in on my face and laughs at it. Well I noticed she took a picture of me and you should have seen my face, I was swelling up in anger and tears. You see, any other ordinary people will be fine and just laugh it away. I actually started crying like why are you people laughing at me? Am I weird? I didn’t mean to stare into your phone. Eventually, I started thinking way too much that I emotionally broke down.
Reason No. 3 - I Think too much
Why am I tall?
Do people hate the sight of me?
Am I annoying?
Why did she stop talking to me?
Did I piss you off?
You see, you get my point.
Reason No.4 - I Am Lazy
Even after I wake up, I will sleep back. My highest record of sleeping so far is a day and a half. I’m the sleepiest girl you will ever see. I am so lazy that I seldom leave my room. I go for class, come straight home from class and sleep. Don’t ask me how I can sleep all the time, well it’s a secret. My only means of being in unicorn land.
Reason No. 5 - I Almost Never eat
Then I got to think whether this food is over my budget or not. Why?
Because one plate of nasi putih with telur bungkus and a cup of teh o limau ice is RM 10.
Give me one good reason why I should eat lunch. Therefore, if I don’t eat then I don’t have to do so much thinking. I could save it for better use. At times, I feel that having lunch or dinner is so expensive that not eating makes me feel way better than eating. And so the ripple effect, since I don’t eat much, I get tired, tiredness leads to ugliness and ugliness leads to me. Tell me, people, tell me, what should I do?t much, I get tired, tiredness leads to ugliness and ugliness leads to me. Tell me people, tell me, what should I do?
Now you all know why I feel my life is messed up. So you better like this article and share it or I will continue thinking that my life will always be messed up. So better do it okay.