2 years before, my head was in the clouds.
2 years later, I’m falling and tripping over all my past.
I withdrew myself.
I burrowed deep in my grief.
I refused to come out of it.
I refused to face it.
I pretended it wasn’t hurting me, thinking it would disappear that way.
But in the end, it gripped onto me harder and cut my deeper.
Time went by and it hit me.
This is just another season of life.
The same way seasons change, life’s seasons change.
The same way beautiful spring dances across earth after winter, the same way I will dance with joy after all has passed.
It is just another wave, just another storm.
It is only change and it will be ok.
And sometimes it is changes like these that reminds me that I am growing, that I am on the right path, that I am still alive and feeling.
For now, I will learn to find the rainbow in the storm like stars in the night.